12.31.2010

Top 5 Reads 2010 {The 45 Book Challenge Recap}

Somewhere in my blogging I have miscalculated my reading of 2010. After recapping the blog numbers + my goodreads (both of which are scattered) it looks like the final stats are as follows:

Books: 37
Approximate Pages: 10,838


Originally I set the parameter that books over 400 pages could technically count as 2 "reads" but I only managed 6 books over that limit bringing the final count to 43. So work with me on this one, if the Executioner's Song was 1056 pages does it count as four? I've already counted two of those, so add two more...
= 45 on the money!!!

Okay, so I didn't actually ready 45 books, per se, but I read a lot. I don't think ten thousand eight hundred thirty eight pages is something to scoff at. I'm proud of myself for sticking with this goal as well as I have. I've read some seriously incredible work this year. It has changed my perceptions and thought processes. It has absolutely enriched my thinking and experiences in 2010. And, more than anything, it has really opened my eyes to see how much there is still to be devoured. Delicious words. The more I read the more I realize how much is lost on people. The world starts to make these amazing connections, references (in all facets) become full circle and create these unique pairings and juxtapositions where all this great meaning and friction and thought is sparked, created, illuminated, realized.

It's very hard (very hard) to narrow down a top 5 this year. (You can see my top 5's from 2008 and 2009). Here they are, 2010, in chronological order:



The Diversity of Life - E.O. Wilson

A breathtaking read. Comprehensively rich and detailed in its examination of ecosystems from microscopic to epic proportions. Wilson weaves the overarching thesis ("I will give evidence that humanity has initiated the sixth great extinction spasm, rushing to eternity a large fraction of our fellow species in a single generation. And finally I will argue that every scrap of biological diversity is priceless, to be learned and cherished, and never to be surrendered without a struggle" (32)) into a captivating series of vignettes--through geological history, evolutionary processes, trends and methods, and snapshots that, however comprehensive and detailed, only begin to skim the surface of the complexity of an ecosystem on any scale.

The reading itself is intense, the information pours thick from the pages, but Wilson's terrific writing style allows the story to unfold (wide-eyed, wonderful, awesome) rather than listing pages and pages of data as would be found in a textbook (the amount of info may actually rival some).

It's thick enough I question how many people would actually read it in its entirety upon my suggestion, but I feel as though I couldn't recommend it highly enough. In combination with the contemporary trend of food industry literature (including Kingsolver, Pollan, Schlosser, etc.) that I have also been reading, the context Diversity of Life has added to my own background knowledge further intrigues, enriches my personal thoughts and beliefs. (Review from February 2010)


The Executioner's Song - Norman Mailer
At 1072 pages, The Executioner's Song is the longest novel I've ever read. It took me all of 12 days to take it down, which, if you were to ask me, I would say is respectable. Much like Capote's In Cold Blood, The Executioner's Song is a work of creative non-fiction and an account of a small town murder and the legal processes leading to the execution of the killer. Mailer tackles the execution of Gary Gilmore in the state of Utah.

It's account happens to take place in and around my hometown, a place with very little (if any other) literary (or otherwise) reference and/or exploration. Imagine my surprise to see this rich story weaving intricately (remember it's 1072 pages, room for a lot of detail) in and around an area I am so profoundly familiar with. I don't know how to explain it; what a trippy feeling, what an amazing connection to a book that I have never been able to make before. Reading the dialect, geography, culture, ideology of my hometown bottled up in these pages so eloquently (Pulitzer 1980) was hypnotizing. Even crazier still was reading it after leaving Utah where I have spent most of my life. The distancing element + the accuracy to which Mailer recounts the geography and culture of the story = for me, a once in a lifetime feeling.

Throughout Book 1 of The Executioner's Song, I was absolutely captivated by the narrative of Gary, Nicole, and the story of their relationship.

Book 2 delves more heavily into the legal proceedings of the case, the sentencing, and mayhem that followed--at times Book 2 felt a bit exhaustive. Interestingly, however, Book 2's exhaustive detailing is giving the reader exclusive insight to how the book has come to be, self-consiously. All of the aspects: transcribing, the handling of letters and information, the selling of letters and information, media outlets and publicity, story rights, etc., all of it manifests itself -- and you hold it's pages in your hands. By reading the book you complete the unspoken third leg of the story and bring profound relevance to hundreds and hundreds of pages. Neat. (Review from May 2010) 





Angle of Repose - Wallace Stegner
Stegner is a big name at my alma mater (University of Utah. Darling was a part of the 08-09 Wallace Stegner Think Tank, writing a legislative proposal to redraw the boundaries of Canyonlands National Park). When brought up in discussion, I always think of Wallace Stegner, the environmentalist.  That is just my experience. I spoke with my mother about this and she agrees that those who know him as a novelist are surprised by his environmental activism (although place - as a convention - really starts with him and his work) and vice versa. Although I know many titles of his work, this was my first indulgence in it. Any expectation I had for a Stegner novel was turned on its head. I loved it. Really loved it. (I suppose I really shouldn't be as surprised as I am, it did win the Pulitzer.) I delighted in the character development, the beautiful language, the landscape. I relished its high-literary style and lyricism, its poignant observations, and sympathetic and respectful tone. I found myself returning to chapters, paragraphs, sentences, words-- over and over again. I made plans to reread (the book as a whole, but also just the section itself) almost as quickly as I could digest the present paragraph. Susan Burling Ward is my favorite fictional heroine I have met in a long time, I would say certainly this year. A strong woman, a lady, an artist and writer--the unexpected life she finds herself living in the crude, undeveloped American West. She's simultaneously lovely, tragic, intelligent, traditional, and human. Most of all human. She is not without flaw, but, like everyone else you encounter and connect with you love her for it. (Review from October 2010)


Freedom - Jonathan Franzen

Darling and I both wondered if Franzen's work was as good as his reputation. I've yet to read The Corrections but Freedom, we both agree, is an outstanding work of contemporary fiction.  Freedom is bold in its contemporary depictions of family life and relationships. Franzen (in his writing) is an expert psychologist, his insight into the way people perceive themselves, their lives, their actions, and the way others view them never feels short of spot on. Even the portrayals of the female psyche are arresting in their authenticity. The story is not one of extreme circumstance but rather an all to familiar tale of a family in the 21st century. To recommend a book that encompasses "today" or "what life was like while I was in college" (much of it takes place between 2004-2007) I might point any inquisitor in Franzen's direction. The cultural references, the relevant issues (the war, the environmental movement), it's all there but never feels forced. Instead, it enriches the story and gives a larger context to more fully understand the characters and the circumstances they find themselves in. I would also like to note that after finishing the novel I think the title is perfect. I wasn't keen on "Freedom" originally (as a first impression) but I think, in the end, he got it right. It broke my heart, in the good ways that literature does. It may seem like a large undertaking at 560 some odd pages but I read it in all of 5 days. (Review from November 2010)


Duino Elegies - Rainer Maria Rilke

The Duino Elegies are a trip to read if you're not prepared. According to an arbitrary goal set last January, I've been pushing myself during the last month to try and get in as many good books as possible. The Duino Elegies happened to be in the small stack Darling had set aside for me. So I turned on the side table lamp, picked up the next book from my pile, and curled up in a fat, afghan blanket in the corner of the couch. I opened to the correct pages and was struck, almost instantantly, (as if by lifted hand across the face) by the first stance of The First Elegy:

Who, if I cried out, would hear me among the angels'
hierarchies? and even if one of them pressed me
suddenly against his heart: I would be consumed
in that overwhelming existence. For beauty is nothing
but the beginning of terror, which we still are just able to endure, 
and we are so awed because it serenely disdains
to annihilate us. Every angel is terrifying.

Admittedly, I don't know if you can be prepared to read it the first time--I mean, that's one hell of an entrance and Rilke makes no apology. I currently find myself in a space in my life where I am trying, hard, to evaluate and reevaluate what I'm doing, what I'm working toward. Where am I going, how can I succeed, what do I want the point to be? . . . In many ways I suppose it could be defined as my first existential crisis (of sorts). I'm beginning to feel the weight of the responsibility I have to myself to structure my life as I want it be, micro to macro. What does that include, and what does that leave out? To read Rilke is to shatter the world around you and allow yourself to transcend the mythology of daily human experience. Rilke acts at once as "artist, philosopher, psychologist, spiritualist," he holds up the mirror (as all good poets do) and exposes Us to ourselves. 

And we: spectators, always, everywhere,
turned toward the world of objects, never outward. 
It fills us. We arrange it. It breaks down.
We arrange it, then break down ourselves. 
 Who has twisted us around like this, so that 
no matter what we do, we are in the posture
of someone going away? Just as, upon
the farthest hill, which shows him his whole valley
one last time, he turns, stops, lingers--, 
so we live here, forever taking leave.

It's beautiful, melancholic, overwhelming and intrusive. As soon as I finished I had this desire to commit the elegies to memory and read them in German. After sifting through some reviews I see that my initial reaction to the text is not an uncommon one.  I'm still processing, chewing. I'm moving forward with my reading this month but I will be visiting and revisiting Rilke. Much like religious or spiritual texts, I found with it a connection that I believe can provide some good and fruitful reflection. 
Books. Words. It's amazing stuff, friends. It makes me feel like there's not enough time to take in all that is good and profound and fulfilling and enriching. Read, read with a ferocious appetite because there is so much to fill up on. (Review from December 2010)


5 Additional reads from 2010:
The Human Stain - Phillip Roth
In Cold Blood - Truman Capote
Slaughterhouse Five - Kurt Vonnegut
The Merchant of Venice - William Shakespeare
Animals Make Us Human - Temple Grandin


5 To-Reads for 2011:
Just Kids - Patti Smith
Angels in America - Tony Kushner
Rabbit Run - John Updike
The Yoga Sutras of Patanjali - Sri S. Satchidananda
Consilience: The Unity of Knowledge - E.O. Wilson


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Okay Kids, it looks like that's going to wrap it up for 2010. Sheesh, what a year! I feel as though I've lived all these lives, how exhausting and exhilarating it has been. What say you? Anyone interested in seeing a 45 challenge for 2011? Anyone interested in joining in? What have you been reading this year? 

Let's share, or, keep sharing-- it brings so much happiness into my little world. I love you, I love you--Happy New Year Friends! Please be safe. We'll do it again oh so soon!

xoxo

45 Books



Book 35

The Awakening - Kate Chopin


Kate Chopin is one of the leading female American novelists and considered a forerunner of femenist authors in the 20th century. The Awakening is a small, sweet novella. The story of the awakening into self consciousness, self awareness  of Mrs. Edna Pontellier, "Even as a child she had lived her own small life all within herself. At a very early period she had apprehended instinctively the dual life—that outward existence which conforms, the inner life which questions." Chopin is so articulate, shedding light into the small dark private moments and telling volumes and volumes in the most concise sentences. I admire greatly, and truly cannot comprehend, the courage it takes to write such an empowering woman's story in 1899. It's beautiful. It's perfect. At 135 pages, you really have no excuse to not read it. None. 

12.27.2010

12.26.2010

Van Gogh, A pair of shoes, 1887

Book Love


Danna Ray on Etsy

12.25.2010

Merry Merry






Christmas looks a little something like this at our place. Of course, the carpets aren't normally pulled up and Cash's kennel isn't usually lying around (of course I post photos at this time), but, you know, this is where we kick it. This is our little home. We are so lucky. We truly are humbled by all that we have and feel so fortunate that we're taken care of, have good jobs, food in our bellies, a cozy spot to call home, laughter, and so much love in our little unconventional family. Things are so good.


 Wishing you and your families joy and wellness and safety and love


 xoxo


Sissy, Darling, Cashman



12.24.2010

This Time Last Year










Dreamy. So Dreamy.

12.23.2010

O Tannenbaum



It's quite cheery, no?


xoxo



**note the felt garland for Darling thought surely I had lost it, what, with all the obsessive circle cutting, stacks and stacks and stacks of hundreds of circles in piles arranged by color. It looked a little maniacal, on the side table (I would cut them while watching a movie over the course of a week or so) the end result however is surprisingly whimsical for such a crazy process.












Nothing is warmer softer comfier cozier better
Than a pair of soft, woolly, hand knit socks.
Just about nothing.
Maybe homemade blankets.
Maybe.






Reasons to Love Redheads

Pinned on Pinterest


 Hair Freak


borkaland


composing



I've been known to be partial to Ginger flavors year-round.


12.22.2010




Go... Glow... Go...




Hi! 

So, it's the week of Christmas!!
Crazy, no?
My mom, who is very smart, pointed out to me
That I'm feeling all mixed up because I'm missing my "normal" seasonal cues
Living here in Tennessee.
So, that's what's been happening... it all makes sense
See? Smart.


So, I'm going to be on holiday hiatus
Taking a break
Traveling far
Enjoying a few days off
Enjoying the good company of family and friends...
 And eating entirely too much.


I've got posts scheduled to keep on coming
Lots of cozy pictures to ensure you're feeling warm and fuzzy
If you'd like to keep stopping by to say hello.
But I understand if you too are on hiatus (which isn't a bad call if I say so myself)


Thank you so much for all of your kind words, support, and friendship

I'll be seeing you very very soon.


xoxo



12.21.2010

Lunar Eclipse



 Amazing photos via Pacing the Panic Room


Monday, December 20, 2010

I could feel it in my body, in my brain
(and moon + mercury retrograde will mess with your xiu xiu a little)
f'realsies
I love the mystery of the moon.
I love the centuries of lore that explain the affect it has on us
the way it changes us
makes us crazy,
turns us into monsters.

It was too overcast to catch here in Memphis but it seems the view in FL was top notch.



Happy Winter!


xoxo



A Wish For Wings That Work





 Images via

If you haven't seen the Opus and Bill holiday special, A Wish For Wings That Work, you really should. God, I would really be pressed to think of many occurrences when I have laughed harder than I did as a 12 year old watching this movie in my friend Whitney's basement. It just struck me last night that I want nothing more than to watch it sometime this holiday season. I'm telling you: cheek-ripping, eyes-watering, painful-bellyaching laughter. It hurts it's so good. We would rewind and rewind the same parts over and over again, each time finding it funnier than the last. I found the movie broken into 3 "chapters" on YouTube, but I'm going to make a concentrated effort to find it on dvd tonight.

Also broken into "chapters" on YouTube? The California Raisins Christmas Special, so awesome.

Guilty pleasure Christmas movie? The Preacher's Wife -- the Whitney Houston one... I'm going to start losing friends if I keep on this ... Blockbuster, please be on my team tonight.